‘All women are feminists at heart.’

My knowledge (or rather lack of) of  feminism is firmly rooted in Year 9, sat in a history lesson learning about the suffragettes. It’s rooted in sociology lessons at college where I began to appreciate Ann Oakley; these particular sessions were female lead in the gender ratio of the classroom. Minimal education. I could probably tell you different branches of feminism by their name only, I could throw you a couple of statistics that were published by the government in 2009-2010.

Nothing will change my belief that feminism shouldn’t be about women overpowering or diminishing men in order to prevent men from overpowering and diminishing women.  Unfortunately, this has been the only sort of attitude I have come into contact with amongst the activists I have met. The branch of feminism that would make me want to call myself a feminist is that which simply promotes the importance of equal opportunities and raises awareness that, oh hey, opportunity isn’t yet equal, and yes I do mean for both genders.

The past few years I’ve really had negative interactions with feminist activists, mainly at university where things have been one sided and poorly portrayed.  The women don’t have time for the men, men don’t have time for the women. It doesn’t seem there’s any room for equality or even understandingto grow on either side. I’m not interested in being better than a man. I just want to be the same as one.

I’ve come to realise that I’ve been in denial whenever I’ve made the claim that I’m not a feminist. As a woman in a free country participating in higher education aiming for a career while working part time because I’m not expected to be at home looking after children, it just isn’t possible to say that I’m not a feminist when I take advantage of all the things feminism has achieved so far.

I would call myself lucky to have these things. I feel lucky. Yet things such as education should be a right. Which it still isn’t for everyone. The same as the right to walk down my own street at a leisurely pace, which I don’t, because it’s not safe – yet – my other half will casually go at a snail’s pace and cannot understand my urgency in getting from one place to the next. It’s not a bad area, that’s not why I feel unsafe.
‘Why the big rush?’ he will say.
It’s because I’m a female.

And that’s the straw that really broke the camel’s back. These tiny realisations  have occurred within the last fortnight and have formed some sort of monumental snowball. Suddenly I realise I don’t feel empowered, or comfortable, or equal. I’m more conscious of women’s campaigns, particularly overseas, more aware that more male graduates get the jobs, admitting that I go to the gym because I want to be more like what the media say men want.

For the first time I can understand why activists always seem so angry. I think it’s important that I finally take the time to start looking into the movement and not to be deterred by the extremely few interactions I’ve had with it. It’s time for me to be angry. It’s time to say that I’m a feminist; I want to feel safe, I deserve to be equal.

I  certainly don’t want to be whistled at by a random man as if I’m some bitch being commanded back to its owner.

Advertisements

8 thoughts on “‘All women are feminists at heart.’

  1. I’ve always said there’s obviously nothing bad or wrong about feminism as a movement, just like there’s nothing wrong with any religion or pressure group as a concept. There is only ever something wrong with feminISTS: it’s specific individuals that mar their own cause with the manner in which they pursue it.

  2. At the risk of giving myself a brain haemorrhage, I agree with Mat. There is a lot to be said for the feminist movement, but given that the majority of the population have only seen a certain type of feminist not a lot of it is particularly positive. I enjoy the idea of equality, it is infant something that I would like to see a lot more of, but the way that it is being forced through as if society is somewhat constipated with overwhelming masculinity and bias is just not the way forward!

    • I completely agree.

      The way I have experienced feminism is that it doesn’t take into account that many men suffer from inequality, this isn’t just a one sided thing. I wish it was something that was looked at more. Many women claim they don’t want to be a victim of sexism, yet completely rely on emphasising their victimisation, in turn ignoring that this is an occurrence for both genders alike.

      You can’t fire with fire as they say. I think if the interaction I have had in the past was more welcoming of both genders, rather than aggressive towards male, I would have been way more inclined to pay attention from the start.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s